your death day…

Your death day.  I used to hate this day before I remembered and now I find  bit of perverse joy to it because I made it and you didn’t.  Yes, I made it and I’m learning to flourish.  Not just drag my ass through my life like I did before but actually thriving.  You didn’t win, your sickness and wounded self didn’t win because I broke the cycle. I did it.  I did it absolutely by myself, with help from no one.   I got my body and soul out of that tortured place and took my daughter with me.  Yeah it took a while but it is so worth it.  Now I am learning to  feel beauty, love, safety , kindness, gentleness, unconditional love, peace, serenity.  To quote Oprah, “ Look at what love can do”.

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About Rescuing Little L

Documenting the pieces of my journey...recovery from childhood sexual abuse and cruel ignorance...the effects of those incidious acts through adulthood... until the grace of recovery transcended the trauma and shame of my past, making it possible to return to Rescue Little L.... View all posts by Rescuing Little L

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