Yesterday I was presented with a formal separation agreement via text from my husband. He is seeing a counselor now for his personal issues and those relating to me as a caregiver. I have sensed him wanting to go for a while. He was amazingly chipper when he called and stated he was sending this document to me, it seemed to make him happy or at least relieved.
The depression/suicide rate is 8-10 times higher in BPD individuals. Combine that with childhood trauma and incest and the statistics must go higher. Those without any family support are figures I can’t even allow myself to think about.
I sit and pray.